An opened heart

* 3. When I am frustrated regretting I'm having an unlucky day, my friend beside me doesn't seem to want to smile. When I am feeling I'm having a lucky day, my friend seems to feel very well somehow.   It's sometimes happy to know that he/she has changed his/her mind. And it's sometimes sad to know that he/she has changed his/her mind. The greatest barrier in changing your mind is believing you can't change. Please don't misunderstand yourself. You are really charming, and you don't have to change a bit. You have various aspects, don't you think? Those your parent's can't even imagine.   You have your reversed aspects of yourself, which your friends can't even see. And that's not the end of your aspects. You don't even know about your kindness, your character, thought, your thinking, passion, and even your power...   You have many more colors than 36 colored pencils.   You have a palette on which you can create a new color mixing various colors together. You are charming already, and don't have to change a bit. But if you want to overcome these feelings and conditions, you need your 'true feelings' and courage. If you just keep looking at your ideal self, you will get exhausted sometimes, because you can't always be kind to yourself,   if there's an 'Ideal self' and a 'Natural self' together. 'Do your best!' 'Be positive!' 'Cheer up!' 'Do your best!' 'Do your best!'     You must have been so used to hearing these kinds of word. Yes, since your childhood, that is. You know that they are just cheering you up, but you may not feel like accepting these words on some occasions. I wonder if you cannot accept any word now. I can't find a word to express my feelings. Only what I, please forgive my helplessness,   can do now is   to think about you.

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